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Assalamualaikum wbt..

After my father died, I was so tensioned. I felt so sick. Deeply tensioned. My mind was mixed with everything. I'm stucked! ;'(


I very love my father, but he went too early.. Before I could ask forgiveness from him.. Before I could further my study.. Before I could anchieve my full dreams..


I'm very sobbed.. ;'(  

I'm not at his side at the end of his life..

I didn't see him when he was nazak..

I really hoped that I would be with you at that critical moment, abah..

But, ALLAH didn't make it to be true..

I wasn't there..

But, it was okay..It's okay..Maybe there's a reason why He didn't make it true..

Maybe.. ;'(

I'm very sorry abah..
I'm not a good daughter, abah..
I miss you, abah..
I really meant it..;'(


After the death of my father, I'm easily touching.. I sobbed into flood of tears always when I missed him.. I really miss him! ;'(

I LOVE YOU, ABAH!!!! I LOVE YOU!! ;'(

Dear ALLAH, please forgive my father's sins..

Please loves him like he had loved me..

Please lighten his' place where he is living now..

Please place him with the solihin..

I'm begging you, ALLAH....... ;'(

Amin ya rabbal alamin..........

ALLAH Is Always With Us

Sometimes life is not as good as we think.
Not beautiful as we think.
Not peaceful as we think.
Not best as we think.
Not wonderful as we think.
Sometimes we felt so bored in life.
Sometimes we felt so annoyed in life.
Sometimes we felt so gave up in life.

Why..?

Because there were many setbacks in life.
Many things that were very hard for us to get.
Very impossible for us to get.

 And sometimes,

Life made us cried a lots.

Made us be a loner.

Made us as an empty heart and soul.

Because what?

Because we can't accept this cycle of life.

Because we didn't have enough iman.

Because we too depends in this temporary world.

Without even worrying about akhirah.

Dear..
Sisters and brothers,
Wives and husbands,
Students and childrens,
Come..Back to ALLAH..
He is our CREATOR..THE BEST CREATOR..


We will only return to ALLAH when we got many seriously problems, when we cheated by the people, when we got many setbacks, when we affected by an illness, when we faced by many hardships in life..

Is it true dear..? Isn't?

I answered you : Yes, I guessed it so.

Because we are human living.. This is our normal life but, we can't be like that anymore..

WE CAN'T FORGET HIM EVEN A SECOND!!

BECAUSE ONLY TO HIM WE WILL RETURN..

So, my dear, wash your face with wu'duk, cried in front of Him.. He will helps you.. He knows what to do next.. He listens to your doa.. He is always stay next with you.. He never leave you alone.. Yes, He won't..

Just pray not in the hardly situation only, honey.. :'(

When you are falling down, remember.. ALLAH is with you..(-_-)