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Assalamualaikum wbt..

After my father died, I was so tensioned. I felt so sick. Deeply tensioned. My mind was mixed with everything. I'm stucked! ;'(


I very love my father, but he went too early.. Before I could ask forgiveness from him.. Before I could further my study.. Before I could anchieve my full dreams..


I'm very sobbed.. ;'(  

I'm not at his side at the end of his life..

I didn't see him when he was nazak..

I really hoped that I would be with you at that critical moment, abah..

But, ALLAH didn't make it to be true..

I wasn't there..

But, it was okay..It's okay..Maybe there's a reason why He didn't make it true..

Maybe.. ;'(

I'm very sorry abah..
I'm not a good daughter, abah..
I miss you, abah..
I really meant it..;'(


After the death of my father, I'm easily touching.. I sobbed into flood of tears always when I missed him.. I really miss him! ;'(

I LOVE YOU, ABAH!!!! I LOVE YOU!! ;'(

Dear ALLAH, please forgive my father's sins..

Please loves him like he had loved me..

Please lighten his' place where he is living now..

Please place him with the solihin..

I'm begging you, ALLAH....... ;'(

Amin ya rabbal alamin..........