The Greatness Of ALLAH

Two weeks before I sitting my SPM, my father fell sick.. I was too depressed... Deeply tensioned.. But, be as an excell group in my school, I should not giving up! Yes, I did!

Who says that I'm not sad in this situation? Of course I sad...Really sobbed.. Luckily, my teachers in school and my very dear principal ( huu~~ ;'D ) were very supportive..
They were, indeed..

I kept on studying until night.. I was revising, reading, exercising and more of efforts I did.. Targetting a string of A's.. Asking the teachers and ex-students who were very good in their previously SPM.. Moreover in English..

My English was soooo bad before... Very-very bad.. I guess you are already know...huu~~ see, very bad..sobss..;'(

As I was searching for English tutor or well known as an English teacher, *huu~
my very dear father fell sick..;'(

I couldn't attend for the English class... No money also..huu~~
So, nobody teach me English...... Luckily, my very dear principal met me to diccuss also find solutions to improve my English..

It quiet hard at first, then he got an idea.. He asked me to learn English from the best student, a sister to me.. Ex-student who got A+ in her last year SPM.. I contacted her but she didn't have time to teach me.. She was at KL.. Studying her TESL.. She was so great! I salute her very much!

So, we found a solution.. She asked me to write an essay more and more and sent her through an e-mail... Easy, right? hehehe..;')

She also advised me to do a lots of excercises in grammar... So, I teached myself... I bought many exercises books and did it all alone.. I tried to understand it.. Slowly I learn it..... The time kept on running.. I didn't have time to finish it.. Just a half of book.. sobbss..;'(

The English exam was coming... I brought all the burdening things all alone.. My very dear mom and dad's wills.. My very dear family's wishes.. My principal's wish.. Even my very dear techers' wishes.. All burdened on my shoulders..

                                     * Can I fulfill their wish..??* I'm stucked! ;'(

Time passed by, the nightmares was gone.. English nightmares! I'm so scared of that!
Another nightmares was coming...The SPM result!

                                        Dup..Dap...Dup...Dap..

When the result was announcing by my very dear principal, I was not there.. I was at my hometown.. Beside my very dear father.. He was sick again a week before the SPM result will be announced..

That morning..

Wednesday, 21 March of 2012 in the morning.. I got a message from my foster mother..

"Congrats! I'm very proud of you!" Mrs L..

My hands shivering... I hardly replied to her.. Want know what was she mean about.. But, she replied back..

"Surpriselah"

What's..?? I'm sweating..My body shivering.. I'm also crying.. Luckily, there was no one saw me crying..wuuu~~ shame on me! ;')

I waited almost an hour.. After the announced, my class teacher, called me.. She said that I got a string of A's and congrated me up! I'm been cheerful and unbelievable! It was hardly to believe it..

I waited until a few friends and another teachers texting and calling me.. They told me the good news.. I was so happy.. I ran back home and told my family and reatives..

My very dear father give me his hand, I kissed his hand and his right cheek! Ohh...I'm ashame a lots!! thiiee~ ;')

Ohh.. I couldn't believe it! My English was A-.. It was better if not I couldn't get a string of A's, right? Alhamdulillah..;')

I'm was very thankful to ALLAH.. I hardly to get A for English.. In past trial SPM, I  just got C ! When the real SPM, I got A-!! Even my friend, she attended for tuition classes but she didn't get A..

 But me..?? I didn't go anywhere.. And I got A-... ALLAH, it was a gift for my very dear sick father, my very love mother and my very dear others, things I... Subhanallah...ALLAHUAKHBAR..  Alhamdulillah...syukur..;')

**ALLAH..thank you ALLAH for giving me a chance to be a better me.. A better muslimah.. A better daughter... A grateful slave... Thank you ALLAH..**