Blessing

Assalamualaikum wbt..

It have been a long time I didn't update my blog.. Yes, since he dead, I like didn't have any spirit again.. To move on.. But, alhamdulillah.. I already closer to Him.. The AL-Mighty ALLAH..ALLAHUAKHBAR!

Now, my new life is already begins.. It had been a  month I further my study in a local University at Perak.. At first, of course, I cried when I remember my very dear father, when he didn't send me to the University.. All my family members were came sending me here, but, he didn't.. Upset.. ;(

HE is the Most Forgiving, HE is the Most Loving..HE loves me even when I careless..HE loves me even I'm always seek for the other caring, attention.. HE still loves me even when I was spending too much time for doing the unnecessary thing, CRYING.. Most of the free time I filled with tears and sobbed. I don't even know why..

Then, one fine day, I realized. I realized that ALLAH is the MOST LOVING me than the others.. Yes, it's very true.. At the midnight, I woke up to pray.. I seek HIS blessing.. I ask HIM to place my very dear father to HIS HEAVEN..

YA RABB,

 I'm begging YOU...

Have pity on my very dear father..

Please forgive all his' sins and the wrong that he ever done...

Have pity on me,

his upset daughter,

that always crying in case miss her beloved father..

YA ROBBUL IZZATI,

Every time I pray toYOU,

Every time I crying infront of YOU,

I know that YOU are hearing me,

I know that YOU are love me and my sibling as the orphans,

I know YOU are MOST LOVING,

Only YOU that I hope to protect because YOU are the BEST PROTECTOR,

Because YOU are the AR-RAHMAN AR-RAHIM AL-QUDDUS,

I thank to YOU because give me YOUR LIGHT,

I'm very thankful because what and every time I want something and it is flashed out from my mind, suddenly it is very closer to me...

YOU given me the things from many ways....

YOU give me the lightest way to through on my matter..

YA RABB, ALLAHUAKHBAR...Please keep protecting me and us..

Insya-ALLAH..ALLAHUMMA AMIN..

Jazakillahu Khoir YA RABB..ALLAH IS THE MOST LOVING AND THE BEST LOVER! ;)